The campus superstar is over. OVER. Man, I`m losing money real badly. Hence from today onwards, I`m going to stop doing the below mentioned. (x

1.) no longer betting on anything that I feel is NOT RIGHT.
2.) Stop eating ice-cream.
3.) Go online only twice a week. (I know I`ll never be able to accomplish that)
4.) Try to kill myself in the toilet.
5.) To end all my sadness of renfred`s loss by eating chocolates.

Well, the days do go by. yesterday was like the worst day ever? it first started with my blardy irratating PMS. and an, oh so, twice as irratating stomach ache. which, for some BLARDY reason, cuased me to vomit. 4 TIMES. damnit. doctor says it was some viral infection. whatever it means. what matters is that I`M FINE NOW! man, i seriously need to cut down on dairy products now. those were the doctor`s orders. oh pete`s sake. TO HELL WITH HIS ORDERS. well, maybe not. harhar. (: i`m not going to torture myself anymore. well, maybe i still will. suffering from the after-effects of renfred`s loss. well, at least zhiyang won. he`s soooo cute with his braces. comments comments. (: monday mornings are those dewy kinds (: making me sleepy throughout all lessons. well, mother tougue is boring. and we have to stay back just for oral. god, this is so not right. missing valuble time with my chocolates and computer. and my darling. my dearable dearie darling. (: well, i am kinda exaggerating. :DDD now i love recesses. (: